Coming back home for Raya!

I'm really psyched that I'm finally going back home, even though it won't be long. Darn application for uni! I was supposed to go to Queensland this July, but mama changed her mind going (since she saw a deal for Singapore trip and couldn't resist the cheap deal!). I really wanted to see my friend who lives in Queensland, but maybe another time. All in all, I'm really excited to finally be able to celebrate Hari Raya with the family, the last time I came back and celebrated that was in 2006. Crazy isn't it? It's hard to go back to Malaysia and celebrate because of the clashing holidays between Australia and Malaysia. Which I reckon is pretty lame!! I'm also ecstatic to get the chance to hang out with my friends there, I'm just hoping we're able to hang out that is!!! Eva-sama and Wicca-chan!!! I'll be there soon~ ♥♥♥♥♥

The end of COLLEGE

Hey blog,
I have been neglecting this site for a while. I'm terribly sorry for that. All I want to say that I officially finish college! You heard me right! 2 years of hard working and stress has finally ended!! The thing is, I was supposed to post this 2 weeks ago, but I got really lazy. Not an excuse isn't it? Yet again, I'm really sorry. How does it feel to finally finish? Pretty overwhelming, and I'm basically bumming around my home watching anime and Jdorama. 

Officially over it?

Holy fudge, I liked you?
It seems like a joke now. I don't feel much now, I guess I'm over it.
There's still the sadness within me, but it will heal. 
Life is full of surprises. I can't help but to laugh at its mystery.
*urgh my elbow still hurts, and now my wrist hurts*
(whoops, inserted random outburst)
Hmm, I guess I would like to say
"Thank You for entering my life, for being my friend, a person I never thought of thinking about and making me understand more about myself that I should take control of." 
I just hope that I won't lose you as my friend.

Summer, you are weird!

It's finally Summer! But what's with this rainy weather we're getting?
What's been happening with me lately? Not much I guess, my group's event we planned for months went well. I am pleased to say we worked our hardest to achieve our goal successfully. And then basically after that finalising documents/reports and last assessments for college (I think I've gone bonkers with the amount of work given). 
Right now, it's holiday break. YAY!! I won't be back for college till 7th February. 
That person, who shall not be named, did not wish me a happy birthday. *sigh* Ah wells~ I expected it, but it's nice to receive a message (that is if they care enough for you to wish a bit ya know?). Whatever, it was such a depressive birthday anyways (it was soo depressive, it rained in the afternoon haha). I am now 19!!! Tash told me I have until my 20th birthday to get my first -chu- (blerrgh, I don't even want to say it). Yeah I soo could find a guy. Just let me sit in the corner in darkness!!! 
What else? I've been pondering more than often. I should really write down some of the points I've thought about lately. One of them is giving up. Meh, don't care about it right now.
A new year is increasingly approaching. I hope that this new year, I will try my best to be positive, optimistic and HAPPY! I need to take good care of myself, especially what's within me. 
"Nothing's gonna change my world"

This is BULLSHIT!

Why do I hate you soo much?:

1. You break promises.

2. You confuse me.

3. I thought you were a nice guy. You have been harsh lately.

4. You're acting different towards me when meeting in person. What happened when we first met?

5. You don't take the first initiative to talk to me first.

6. Why do you not try to talk to me when you're not talking to someone else?

7. Why do I feel that you're trying to get away from me? Did I do something wrong?

8. You had the chance to sit with me.

9. You walked past me as if I wasn't there.

10. You walked-away and didn't for a second thought to hang with me.

11. I thought you were my friend. What kind of friend leave you hanging?

12. You make me sad, disappointed, and angry.

Memang benci kau

Kau ingat kau superstar ke?? Kau ingat kau boleh ambil hati saya??
Sick of this bullshit already.
Benci lelaki ni ish!!
Menyusahkan!!
Menyempah!!!


Why bother anymore? I hate this "game".

1 week to go...

Well dang. There's one week left till I go to the After Party volunteering thing. Am I excited? Sure yeah. Huh this sucks. I don't know what to talk about. Let's see. I'll put it in numbered points:
1. Started playing 21 questions with Gstar (It's amazing how you get to know someone by asking such simple questions)
2. Started taking care of myself "better"
3. I haven't spoken to Aniki in a while. Just received his message, how joyful!! YAY! I miss him oh soo much!!
4. There's 2 weeks left till my group event. Aaarrrgghhhhhhh!!
5. I don't want to wear shitty girly clothes to the after party restaurant thing. But I need to try something new don't I?