Note #8

Need to distract myself somehow. 
Stupid Life. 
Stupid Crush. 
Stupid Reality. 
The truth hurts.


Time to give up now.

I fall badly

I had a conversation on the phone yesterday night with my good buddy who's in Korea right now and she asked me what's happening with me and my crush. I don't think it's going nowhere since I don't know what's going on now, there's mixed signal I can't comprehend with. But I couldn't help it but to laugh at her for asking me about it. She said "Woah, you really are falling hahaha, good job Amy". My friends and their mums (Can you believe that? Hahaha) kept pestering me when I'll get a boyfriend. Well sorrrryyy for being such a loser for not being able to attract the opposite gender!! I am trying really hard to find one ohkay? Urgh! Is there something wrong with me? This is lame! 


Love is such a complicated thing isn't it?


Will this crush be the same as the past ones? Will I fall happily? Will it cause my heart pain again? 


Only fate will know. 

Smile

My mum caught me smiling. 
I didn't realise I was smiling whilst I was reading the post on my phone.
I had to hide any trace of smiles.
It's really hard not to smile.
The messages made my day.


^__^

Note #7

Lines line line 1 line 2 line 3 line 4 line
Scratch scratch scratch......
Smiling Smiling Smiling
Grinning Grinning
Trembling

Note #6

Worst DAY EVER!
I got sunburnt (my fault really =.=, shouldn't have worn ALL BLACK on a sunny day)
Totally got ignored by "that" person T-T


I have a feeling I should go on hiatus for le forum
*sigh* *sigh* *sigh* *sigh* *sigh* *sigh*