Too much to handle...

I can't comprehend with the growing changes in my life..
There's soo many undeniable "UPGRADES"... I just don't think I can handle this anymore..
It's too much, sometimes I feel...
The surge of the past is getting a hold of me.
Memories... oh memories... they're EVERYWHERE...
Every step, landmark, picture, the net.... Heck EVERYTHING!
Maybe I should feel sorry for myself... For not accepting the dramatic changes and just move forward, accepting what's given..
But once in a while...I'd like to burst out of my "FRUSTRATION"!


I bid you goodbye for now, as I wallow to my dark corner...