Summer, you are weird!

It's finally Summer! But what's with this rainy weather we're getting?
What's been happening with me lately? Not much I guess, my group's event we planned for months went well. I am pleased to say we worked our hardest to achieve our goal successfully. And then basically after that finalising documents/reports and last assessments for college (I think I've gone bonkers with the amount of work given). 
Right now, it's holiday break. YAY!! I won't be back for college till 7th February. 
That person, who shall not be named, did not wish me a happy birthday. *sigh* Ah wells~ I expected it, but it's nice to receive a message (that is if they care enough for you to wish a bit ya know?). Whatever, it was such a depressive birthday anyways (it was soo depressive, it rained in the afternoon haha). I am now 19!!! Tash told me I have until my 20th birthday to get my first -chu- (blerrgh, I don't even want to say it). Yeah I soo could find a guy. Just let me sit in the corner in darkness!!! 
What else? I've been pondering more than often. I should really write down some of the points I've thought about lately. One of them is giving up. Meh, don't care about it right now.
A new year is increasingly approaching. I hope that this new year, I will try my best to be positive, optimistic and HAPPY! I need to take good care of myself, especially what's within me. 
"Nothing's gonna change my world"